Still a Random Gaeguri

 This is about a Korean variety show that I came to love.  I started watching and I fell in love; the cast members, the games and the indoor and outdoor sleeping arrangement.  Well, I love and love the show. I guess, people are not supposed to love something too much. Anything too much is just poison. POISON. I am currently paying the price of consuming, voluntarily consuming the poison.  The world is just a temporary place and me wasting my time and energy loving something that is temporary is just TOXIC.  I am killing myself literally mostly emotionally. An advice for everyone out there.  Love yourself, just love yourself. Whatever you do, think about this first. K, bye.

 I am a bit upset right now. I planned a more exciting and interesting things to do BUT I guess fate has a different things for me. I am not complaining, I am just sad. I want to be better but I guess you need more than that. More than you but still you. In people eyes, I don't care. What I care is in my eyes I look like a total loser. Always has been a loser. I hate this!