It has been so long since the last post. Life has been fine and normal. I have fallen into the trap of being a K-pop stan, been heartbroken by the removal of a member, and been crying over the mistreatment. Then, I realised my life was a bit happier, to be honest, I should be thankful. I have everything I need here in my hands. However, humans are such peculiar beings, me included. Sometimes, I wanted what others had without even thinking about why I really needed them. I might not even be happy if I got what they have. Then, as I watched the time go by, I started to wonder whether I had moved at all. Am I a different person today than a few years ago? Or was I the same? I'm concerned I may have wasted the time given to me. Then again, as I live my life every day, am I really living?